snapshot no.1408

there

when i made this final decision, i was at a loss to telling the people around me about it. i reckoned that i'd have a lot of explaining to do with regards to the rationale behind, and the sudden switch of plans. perhaps it isn't easy to convince people, there could be doubts here and there, especially when i had been so adamant in my previous decision. surprisingly, it was all not too hard. everyone willingly lent a listening ear, occasionally giving their opinions, not to the point of advices though because it's a known fact that ultimately the decision has still got to lie with me.

but thanks for not judging me, and for believing in me. all i can say is that i've been very clear-headed when i decided on this. it's a sudden realisation thing which i cannot explain. but giving it serious thought and consideration and after talking to people, i've thus decided on my future plans. being honest with myself, it's not a rash decision. and i don't want to take the easy way out anymore; hating how laidback and indecisive i had been. my only regret is that this did not come earlier. while it may be too late in a sense, it's never too late in another. i know what i want now, and what i'm heading for. and nothing's going to stop me working hard to achieve that goal.

this goes out to everybody whom i've talked to and who have been with me throughout this difficult period of time. i appreciate it a lot. =)

in the end, you're the only one left.

thank you, for making me grow up, and letting me find myself.


sidetrack, i think adam lambert's a fantastic singer, one of my favourite american idol contestants together with carrie underwood and david cook. love his version of mad world. it's even more hypnotic than gary jules' i feel. and his if i can't have you is just mindblowing. never mind that he's gay, he's an amazing singer with amazing vocals. who's kris allen?!

posted by ANDY NG @ 2:42 PM